I'm Only Happy When I'm Wasted
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Last published Fri, Apr 26, 2013
Harry Styles used to be the cheeky fellow from One Direction known for his unfunny jokes and overall happy aura. When the media is constantly making up stories and making him out to be a huge womanizer, he finds it hard to stay the sane, joyful person he used to be.
He turns to alcohol to take his pain away. It numbs him and makes him forget every single issue in his life. It gives the media a reason to make terrible stories about him. Alcohol is the only thing he has and he will never stop drinking for anyone; his band mates, family, managers, no one. How could he give up the only thing that makes him happy?
When Jamie is put into his life, he realizes that may not be true. Maybe all he really needs is someone to love him for who he is.
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