My first love
- Reads 278
- Votes 5
- Parts 13
This is how I start my journey of "from I love you to I hate you" does anybody out there knows how it feels like to be played? Betrayed by the one person you could give up the world for? ? It really hurts and only those who experienced can understand what I went through...I'm writing this book about him..the guy who left me numb.
Hope you enjoy!!!!
Actually is my first time to write
I will only write how I felt.
Any error you free to correct me.
All Rights Reserved
Join the largest storytelling communityGet personalized story recommendations, save your favourites to your library, and comment and vote to grow your community.
You may also like
Redwood Academy
Rated, MA 18+ "Any questions kitten?" "Uhm no I understood everything.." I let conversation fall to silence. "That's it for the hard limits section, we see you chose cherry as a safe word and the color system, perfect for us angel. Let's tell you alittle bit about us now" Jake knodded towards Xavier as he cleared his throat. "I'm Xavier Blackheart. I'm 18, a Leo. I play rugby for the school. I'm a brat tamer dom mainly" he smiled as my mind flashed the image of my test results saying brat 90%. "I'm Jake Rose, I'm also 18. A Gemini. I'm a daddy dom/ caregiver. I love video gaming. I also smoke weed" he winked. "I'm Cain Romano, 18. I don't know my zodiac but I think it's Sagittarius. I do MMA and boxing competitively for the school. I'm a sadist dom mostly but I have a small daddy dom side on the occasion" "I'm Winter Winchester, I'm 17 for another 3 months. I'm also a Gemini, uhm that's kinda it. They say I'm a brat and a "little"" I air quoted the little. I don't believe them. ------- A New Heiress There are no trigger warnings throughout the book besides here: this book contains: dark themes, dark romance, violence, BDSM, kinks, polyamory, cptsd, domestic violence survivor and sexual assault survivor, depression, slight mentions of self harm, marijuana use, Death, and possibly more.Complete
Beauty and the player (Completed)
This is my first book I ever made so I hope you guys love it and enjoy also its ok if you hate it because this is my first time and i know its going to be bad but now go and enjoy!Complete
Twist Of Fate
"I trusted you Xavier. You said you'll never leave. You said you loved me. Like a fool I am I believed you" she said in a broken defeated voice. "Well you're right. You're a fool. How could I love you, you're a fucking child. Now get the fuck out." I harshly said. I hate myself for hurting her like this. But it's for her own good. I hope you'll forgive me kitten. •••••••••••••••••••••••• She is 20 He is 30.But that doesn't stop him . She's the definition of innocence and kindness. He's everything she's not. Well just like they say opposites attract. But unfortunately for them, there are obstacle in their way. Their past has come back to haunt them. Broken hearts, broken promises, broken trust, misunderstandings and sacrifices. Join Angel and Xavier on their journey to forever. Witness how they go against all odds for the sake of their love. A story where a young lady falls for an older man. She has never let anyone in after experiencing betrayal. But him, he just came in crushing down the walls she spent years building in a matter of months. She has let herself be vulnerable for the first time and she's happy. Unfortunately her ugly past came crashing all her happiness. The one she loves gets snatched away from her. He loves her so much. He has sworn to protect her no matter what it takes. He promised he'll never leave her. Unfortunately he had to break his promise when a threat against her life surfaces. He chose to have her hate him and alive rather than not having her at all. He had to sacrifice something and he sacrificed their love and left her. But what he didn't know was that he wasn't leaving just her. Now his goal is to gain her trust and love once again. WARNING- the book is not yet edited ,so there'll be some mistakes please forgive me but you've been warned . Otherwise enjoy sweethearts ❤️Complete
Damian's Seduction (Lester Harbor Billionaire x Mafia Series: Book 1)
They say you never forget your first obsession. Especially when he's the billionaire who ruined you. That guy who looks like a Hemsworth brother with Michael Corleone vibes. *** Seven years ago, Damian Scott walked out of my bed and straight into another woman's arms. I rebuilt myself on grit and ambition. Now I'm out of luck, out of work, and guess who's standing in my way? The man who broke me - rich, ruthless, and more dangerous than ever. Damian swears he wants redemption. But his secrets cut deep, his power is forbidden, and his touch still wrecks me. Then there's Chase Miller. Mister Reliable. Gorgeous and safe. Now I'm caught between the friend who might heal me and the devil who ruined me. I should slam the door. I should run. Instead, I'm trapped in a steamy world of betrayal, obsession, and a love triangle with no rules. The past won't stay buried, and passion burns hotter than ever. This time, I'm not the same girl Damian left behind. I'll play his game if he can prove his loyalty, in and out of the bedroom. Damian's Seduction is a sizzling billionaire mafia romance full of obsession, betrayal, and heart-wrenching second chances. Perfect for fans of dark alpha billionaires with mafia ties, strong heroines, and high-heat drama. HEA guaranteed. (The Billionaire's Seduction Series: Book 1) Content warning: this story contains violence, swearing, intimate scenes, BDSM, betrayal, mafia, crime, and human trafficking and sexual abuse themes. This is a dark romance with a morally grey main male character. *** All rights reserved. No part of this book may be transmitted in any form, including electronic or mechanical, without written permission from the author. This book is fiction. Names, characters, and most places are fictitious. This book must not be reproduced and sold.
Deceived
It all started when he accepted my friend request on Facebook. I couldn't believe that he actually accepted my friend request. I was so happy. I don't know why I was so attracted to him... I thought he was this nice and innocent guy but the more I know about him, I realized that he was beyond an ordinary innocent guy...He was much more than that... Every time I was with him, I experienced new things. He brought out the best and the worst in me. He taught me how to talk to people and socialize. I overcome my shyness and I know things about guys that I didn't know before. I changed. But, there was a side of me, that I thought I would never have. The side of me that I don't want anyone to know, my dark side. Above all that, he was bad. He was bad to me, and I didn't even realized it. I was blinded by love, one sided love. I was too attached to him. Like a typical player, "He does what he wants, whenever he wants" *TRUE STORY*Complete
The Knives of My Mind
I'm recently writing a book and to start out, I'm trying out my reach through a favorite app of mine. The title will be the same but I just want to get some reach. This is a book I've composed over the course of me going through my feelings, my grueling healing process and the depressive emotions I've went through before I started healing. This is also going to be a day by day process, (I hope) and it's to capture my style and how it progressed. I'm happy to be able to share it with all of you!Complete
He is my Dilf
WARNING I wrote this book when I was very uneducated about well.. Books I will try to edit it soon so please excuse the cringe parts and spelling errors. ****mature**** Started :August 23 2021 Finished :October 6 2021 18+{even though I know u guys are smaller} ×Smut ×mature language ×death When he broke my heart, left me feeling like an unwanted creature even though he was my best friend, the one person who said he was my 4lyfer and my boyfriend. All I wanted was revenge that was at first so I made my revenge sweet well at least sweet for me because I was going to use his dad HIS dilf of a dad But little did I know I would surrender under his touch. Become his babygirl, little slut and whore but only for him Only for my "DADDY OF A DILF" "not so fast princess" FUCK MY LIFE "what was that about my kissing" "I just lied your son needed to learn his place so yeah I am sorry fo---" I was instantly shut up by Axels lips on mine and lawrd did he taste good The scent that of whiskey and mint But it smells so sexy, it's so delicious yet sexy A feeling I couldn't resist I kissed him back with all my pressure and force HIS tounge sweeps over my lips as I grant him access he nips on my bottom lip making my mouth open wider as his whole tounge dominants me as I tug on his t-shirt He pushes me against the wall and kisses my neck making me gasp but he covers my mouth with his large tatted hand "shh Princess...... We don't need my jackass of a son to hear your beautiful moans it's for my ears only Only for daddy" ******************************************************** To all the lovely people who read this book I really hope that you love it as much as I loved writing it I don't care about the rankings but I really do care about your comments good or bad you lay them our there Thank u and enjoy ❤️❤️Complete
The Third Wheel BxB (Old + new versions)
This is the ungoing edited version of my first story ever, "The Third Wheel", which was originally posted in 2018. WARNING: this is a polyamorous BxB story, with mature content. Not your cup of tea? = you might want to try and read something else. I also have absolutely no tolerance for homophobic, racist, or hateful comments. Also, be aware that this story deals with heavy themes such as sexual violence, self-hatred, depressive thoughts and so on. Warnings will be put when deemed needed, at the beginning of the chapters. Now, let's begin with the fun part ~ They often say three is a bad number. One feels left off. This is precisely what happened to the three childhood friends, Darren, Kyle and Nate. They used to hang out together but Darren and Nate somehow got closer and Kyle started having difficulties hiding his jealousy. Until one night, after a tragic mistake, Kyle is left on his own. Now, ten years later, Darren and Nate are happily mated and they both rule the Ravenstgh pack. Kyle, on the other side, has become a cruel, colder version of the lively teen he used to be. He is the very aggressive beta of the Ravenstgh pack, a powerful warrior no one really likes. A tiny part of him still feels undesired feelings for Darren and Nate, but his love is one-sided and hopeless, because Kyle cannot possibly get close to anyone. Not if he wants to keep hidden the secret that is slowly destroying him. Art cover: @its_just_a_lovestoryComplete![Can I Stay The Night? [BoyxBoy] (Completed)](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/81853718-256-k28131.jpg)
Can I Stay The Night? [BoyxBoy] (Completed)
My life is pretty normal. I have a hot girlfriend, nice friends and everything around me is just chill. But then this guy comes along. He ramms my back with his shoppibg cart and i drop all of my things. While helping me pick them up, he stripes my hand with his and smirks at me. Weird. But the same night, this creep is in my bed. I don't know how the fuck he got in, but somehow he gets me to let him stay the night. He's weird, pervy and always comes on to me and says he'd love to fuck me and shit. But there is something about his behaviour i like. He is funny. And somehow i let him stay with me for a few nights. Which turn into weeks. He opened up about him from time to time and i notice, he does not have it easy. And something inside of me is changing as well. He makes me feel...weird. But not in a bad way. And i don't know why, but somehow my super hot girlfriend starts to piss me off. But sometimes things get awkward when he kisses my neck to tease me... but i know he's just joking. He always does that. - WARNING: This story contains self harm and verbal and mental abuse.☡ ... Again, i really don't know how to describe storys. This is really shitty explained. Well, this is not even a description this is more like his view over the first few days and stuff. Idk. Give it a go and then judge for yourself. I might change the description though because i only just started this book. But thanks already for reading. Have fun.Complete
My Gang Leader #Wattys2016
Published in 2016 but took it down 2019! After many comments on republishing it, I decided to republish it! *COMPLETE *Need to Edit but read at your own risk* " You hide to many things" I said. "And" he said looking at me like I'm stupid. " I want answers " I told him. He smirked. I can't believe he actually smirked. He then started coming closer to me. He removed my hair from one side slowly. His cold rough hands touched my bear neck. I felt that vibe. He leaned into my ear, "If I told you my secret you would run far, far away from me" *-------------------------------------------------* I had everything that a girl could want. I always smiled and laughed. My life was complete with my parents, best friends, siblings and lots of love that I could even imagine, but I was missing something in my life and that was 'True Love'. I had never fallin' in love or been near love. I never felt that spark or fireworks in my stomach when I was with a guy, and that was until I felt that one connection with "him". I fell in love with him but there was a problem, he was a Gang Leader; dangerous and very controlling. No one would let me be with him, but that didn't stop him. My Gang LeaderComplete
Rated, MA 18+ "Any questions kitten?" "Uhm no I understood everything.." I let conversation fall to silence. "That's it for the hard limits section, we see you chose cherry as a safe word and the color system, perfect for us angel. Let's tell you alittle bit about us now" Jake knodded towards Xavier as he cleared his throat. "I'm Xavier Blackheart. I'm 18, a Leo. I play rugby for the school. I'm a brat tamer dom mainly" he smiled as my mind flashed the image of my test results saying brat 90%. "I'm Jake Rose, I'm also 18. A Gemini. I'm a daddy dom/ caregiver. I love video gaming. I also smoke weed" he winked. "I'm Cain Romano, 18. I don't know my zodiac but I think it's Sagittarius. I do MMA and boxing competitively for the school. I'm a sadist dom mostly but I have a small daddy dom side on the occasion" "I'm Winter Winchester, I'm 17 for another 3 months. I'm also a Gemini, uhm that's kinda it. They say I'm a brat and a "little"" I air quoted the little. I don't believe them. ------- A New Heiress There are no trigger warnings throughout the book besides here: this book contains: dark themes, dark romance, violence, BDSM, kinks, polyamory, cptsd, domestic violence survivor and sexual assault survivor, depression, slight mentions of self harm, marijuana use, Death, and possibly more.
More detailsContent Guidelines