Don't you just hate those times where you can't help but regret something said or done? And no matter how much you want to take it back the damage just stays to torture you. That is how I felt at the moment. So cold and alone and regretting the worst decision of my life and wondering what would have happened if I had not of said what I did. He didn't deserve it I know, all he does is save people and I just treated him like some kind of brother to the Dalek's! I need to find him and make things right!