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The Reason I Hold On (Shawn Mendes Fanfiction)
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Ongoing, First published Aug 19, 2015
As tears run down her face,
she realized she's made a mistake.
An utter suffocation, 
she's trying to hold on.
But the pain,
the pain's to strong.
The bloods running down her wrist 
Her eyes are going shut 
but she's trying to hold on 
while voices in her head are saying something is going wrong.
She doesn't know where she is or even why she did it. 
It started with a razor and a few little cuts.
But became addictive and she cut to much.
Now she's laying on her bed, 
wishing she could go back.
As the world disappears and everything goes black

     ---------------------------------
     "But who would love a girl with scars?" 
        "I would," His voice echoed in my ears. 
         The tears roll down my face, and I hug him. 

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                 Hey guys! So it's me, Ash. I haven't written in a while, but I plan to now. And I promise I will finish this story no matter what. I will update everyday or every other day.
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