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Suicidal Thoughts

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Honestly I think this book is jut a cover up. I know everyone is gonna think I jumped but did I. Who was there when it all happened? No one. 

People is this cruel world hate you for no reason. For things you have no control over but yet they hate you. Was it my fault I was different from the day I was welcomed into this world? I don't think it's my fault. I guess we really do have a fault in our stars.All Rights Reserved

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