This Love, This Hate {Phan}
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Last published Fri, Aug 28, 2015
The day Dan Howell met Phil Lester, his heart fluttered in his chest, speeding up with butterflies..
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Four years later, Phil has long graduated from their shared high school, parting with Dan without having ever acknowledged his infatuation. Dan, now a senior, has a bright future, but remembers the last chilling words Phil said to him. "You'll remember me."
Phil, now twenty two, has gotten involved with dangerous gangs, and yes, he wants to be remembered.
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The second time Dan Howell met Phil Lester, his heart sped up with fear.
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