Take a Sad Song

Growing up with a neglectful, hurtful dad, and a dead mother, Supernatural has known more pain than a 9 year old kid should know, remembering when he was younger, before his mother died pains him. He never is able to keep friends for a while, and is always on the move. As he gets older his dad leaves him alone more, and he shows less pride or happiness in his son, lowering Supernatural's confidence.
Growing up with no confidence, happiness, or joy, Supernatural wonders what a normal, happy life is like.
And if he should try running away to live it.
Would his father come after him? What if he doesn't have enough money?
Can he find a place where he can make friends?