Trying to Survive My Insane Heart...
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Alexandria thinks that she can never find love again, which might very well be true. Her best friend Scarlett assures her that even though things ended badly she shouldn't just swear off men. Rory is a player; he holds her heart now but can he keep it is the question...
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