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Painted Walls

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Reads 806
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Parts 25
Time 15m

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A collection of poems dating from 2013-2023.
This is the artistic representation of my life and my struggles with mental illness. 
A romanticized synopsis of what it means to be a teen trying to find where they belong and who they are supposed to become.All Rights Reserved

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