I'll say it right here, Parker. Though I reply to your I love you with an equally warm-hearted I love you too, somewhere deep inside of me, I doubt if I really do love you. Yes, only you can make me feel this way - so emotional and so messed-up inside that I feel like I may explode, and yes, you're the only one I keep dreaming of every night in my dreams. Suffice to say, yes, I am indeed falling for you. But I feel like there is something holding me back, and since I know I can't say it to your face, then at least let me say it here - if I fall, would you catch me? If I were to completely drown in you, would you help me breathe again and assure me that you'll always be there to be my lifeguard? Would you stay with me, no matter how emotional, messed-up, or idiotic I am?