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If I End It All

LiterallyTheGayest

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Parts 3
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Reads 75
Votes 4
Parts 3
Time 5m

LiterallyTheGayest

boyxboy gay romance self-harm

Taylor has just moved to Muncie, Indiana and his experience has been less than pleasant. Snobby rich kids, a principle who hates him, a hot soccer star, and weird friends with weird backgrounds is what awaits him at his new school. 
* Will contain scenarios involving self-harm, so this is a trigger warning!
*Also lots of gay stuff, so if you do not like gay people, please don't readAll Rights Reserved

boyxboy gay romance self-harm

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The Boy In The Back (Muke)

Michael stays in the back of the classrooms, barely bothering to speak to anybody. People are mean to him, and he feels absolutely alone. That is, until Luke arrives as a new student. TW- Self Harm