Dear diary, am I insane?
Nikoru-chann
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Nikoru-chann
Ongoing, First published Aug 23, 2015
Mature
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My heart tells me that what i'm doing is okey.

My brain tells me that this is the right thing.

He tells me this is what I was born to do.

And my hands are not stopping...

So,
Why do I feel that i need to stop?

Why does everyone tell me i need to stop?

Why do you tell me to stop?
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