Dear diary, am I insane?
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My heart tells me that what i'm doing is okey.
My brain tells me that this is the right thing.
He tells me this is what I was born to do.
And my hands are not stopping...
So,
Why do I feel that i need to stop?
Why does everyone tell me i need to stop?
Why do you tell me to stop?
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