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Ongoing27m
Last published Mon, Jan 30, 2017
They say I'm crazy, weird, alone, psychotic. Maybe I am. I just want THEM to STOP it. Calling me names making me feel like an outsider. If they all shut their mouths my life would be better. A life that I don't have a life that I need. Calm? Sweet? Peace? The only way to get it is by......killing. Shhh die my darling.
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