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Philophobia

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Reads 190
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Parts 11
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fear friendship love phobia regret

I'm scared to begin
For all I grasp  are endings
Back then I always discern
Thy love will always end

I'm scared to love thee
For you are the sky
And I'm just a bird who loves the clouds
But completely terrified to fly

I'm scared of the trap
To fall in a vast of emotions
To deal with shadows
To be lost alone in the darkness

I'm scared to love thee
In the right time maybe 
When you're not chaos to my heart
And I'm not a sad memory for your mindAll Rights Reserved

fear friendship love phobia regret

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Forget me. Not. by kwcs_2002

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Poems*all kinds* by 18Mystery64

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YOU. by no_wayhehe

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Hollow Dream ✔️

"You'll catch a cold, why didn't you take your jacket?" A voice asked. I spun around, and my eyes locked with Marcus's eyes. "Hey," I said, my voice a little trembling from the cold, and I wrapped my arms across my chest, my shoulders stiffening. I had not expected that it would be so cold. My fingers dug into my sleeves, and I shifted my weight from one foot to the other, trying not to shiver too obviously. Marcus didn't answer right away. He just looked at me for a second, then stepped forward. Silently, he slid off his jacket and placed it over my shoulders, and I ensnared it tighter around me immediately. It was still warm from his body. The inside smelled... citrusy?