Philophobia
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Ongoing23m
Last published Sun, Aug 23, 2015
I'm scared to begin
For all I grasp are endings
Back then I always discern
Thy love will always end
I'm scared to love thee
For you are the sky
And I'm just a bird who loves the clouds
But completely terrified to fly
I'm scared of the trap
To fall in a vast of emotions
To deal with shadows
To be lost alone in the darkness
I'm scared to love thee
In the right time maybe
When you're not chaos to my heart
And I'm not a sad memory for your mind
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