A Love that is Forbidden

"I'm gonna go now take care" she said to me then turned back to leave, "Hey wait!" I called, but--- why?

"Hmmm?" she responded and at the same time face me again, "I---uhh---uhh--- you want to come in!" I said embarrassed,

"Thank you for the invitation, but I politely decline. For the reason that I still have to do some unfinished business"

Then I felt disappointment. Doesn't she want to be with me? Am I really nothing for her?

"Ohh... okay" I said sadly then bowed my head, I don't want her to see me sad. And I don't want for her to see, that anytime I could cry now. But just after few seconds I hear footsteps, she's leaving already, without even saying good bye to me!

It didn't took long before I decided to follow her. I kept running because even tho., 5 minutes had just pass she's already far. I kept running and I could feel my heartbeat going fast because of this activity, but I don't care!

I want to see her, for the last time?

"A---Alex---w--wa---wait!" I called when i'm already near her and she's also about to enter her car. Her face turned to shock after seeing that it was me who called her.

"What are you doing here? It's cold out here, you might catch a cold if you stay longer outside, and you even followed me. Get inside Mika your family is worrying a lot already, for sure" she commanded with her eyebrows furrowed.

"I don't care if it's called outside! I don't care if I catch a cold! I don't care if Papa is already worrying! Answer me Alex, is there any possibility you will like me?"

"huh?" she asked confused, "What are you talking about?" she asked again,

"I like you Alex! No scratch that, I love you! Not just as a friend but I love you romantically!" I shouted, and I could feel tears streaming down my face.

All my emotions are shown by those tears, fear, sadness and joy?