Saving Grace

That kid that gets bullied every single day of their life? That kid you pointed and laughed at? The one you make rude jokes about to your buddies? The kid at school who doesn't have even a single friend? That's me. I don't get it. I haven't done anything to hurt anybody. I'm not stuck up or mean. I'm really not a bad person, I don't know why everybody laughs at me... But they've done it my whole life. I'm a senior in high school now, and things are still exactly like they were when everything started; but worse.

I wish everybody could just leave me alone, I haven't bothered them any. They don't know what goes through my head! They don't know how I feel! They don't know what I do when I get home! They don't understand how bad it hurts! How could they? I just want it to stop!