Hide's Journal/ The Wilted Sunflower
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Last published Tue, Aug 25, 2015
Working title: "but that's okay"/"I guess I deserve it"/"They say it helps"
Character: Hide
Headcanon: ADHD Hide taking 40mg Vyvanse
"I started taking vyvanse a few weeks ago. They say it's supposed to help. I guess it does..."
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