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To have and To lose

SamanthaBlue2001

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Reads 1,144
Votes 53
Parts 13
Time 48m

SamanthaBlue2001

blackbutler ciel cielxreader demons kuroshitsuji lovertriangle phantomhive reader sebastian sebastianxreader

CIEL X READER (alright i might have messed up a bit and added xSebastian as well... ehehehehe ^~^)

since the last time you saw your best friend and her fiancé your family has grown in fame.

well....that's your cover, your grandma made you hide your identity. you're not living a double life but even have another hidden identity.

anyhow you've decided to visit your best friend Elizabeth Midford, and what you're seeing isn't what you were expecting.


《i don't own black butler or its characters i neither own you. i only own the plot.
this is my first time writing a 'x reader' story so please bear with me^.^》All Rights Reserved

blackbutler ciel cielxreader demons kuroshitsuji lovertriangle phantomhive reader sebastian sebastianxreader

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Timeless Love (Ceil x Reader) by xLKxNightmarexLKx

Lady Elizabeth is your best friend and she tells you all about her new fianćee, Ciel Phantomhive. Your mother has "business" with this "Ciel" and when you meet him he seems surpised to see you. You on the other hand feel like you've seen him somewhere before. You end up spending a night or two at the Manor until your mother tests Ciel's patience. You almost die but Ciel won't let that happen...he needs you. You and him belong. But when you become something no one can handle its over. Four years of Ciel without you has driven him mad. He's lost you and he needs you, badly. You just can't face the fact that you need him too. Not until you realize what was Instore for him.

The Story (SebastianXCiel) by 0nehell0fabutler

This smutty fanfic is all thanks to Mystichanlin from Tumblr; she's amazing at prompts, and has inspired this story. Sebastian and Ciel are trying to explain to Elizabeth about how they first met - who's version of the story is correct is up for debate. This story is more of a romance/comedy/drama, and I think you'll find it extremely enjoyable, and is SLIGHTLY different from the following prompt: "An AU in which Ciel meets Sebastian in a supermarket. Ciel was trying to reach for something on the top shelf when suddenly someone comes from behind and grabs it for him. Said male turns around and gaps at the person who helped him wanting to thank him but got tongue tied because…. DAMN THE MAN WAS TALL. So instead he keeps staring until Sebastian quirks an eyebrow and tells him to close his mouth if he doesn’t want to “eat” bugs. Ciel blushes and closes his mouth then says, “Thank God for your height- HELP! I mean help… Haha…” And Sebastian just chuckles and calls Ciel funny AND CIEL SMILES OH SO HAPPILY AND BLUSHY!" -Remember, it IS rated M for a reason. And before you ask, no. Elizabeth has nothing to do with anything - she's just sitting there and listening. She does not participate in ANYTHING. . . .

MY GUARDIAN FROM HELL (Sebastian x Ciel) ~completed~ by Vlad_Rin

This is a Fan Fiction and the characters are taken from the anime Kuroshitsuji (Black Butler) . Even if the characters are from BB, they have different personalities so please don't nag at me if you see a different persona although some characteristics of each remains though not all. Ciel Phantomhive, the main character in this story is 18 years old, not like the Ciel Phantomhive from that anime who is 13. I have taken him away from his very amorous and well lived life of being rich. In this story, he is a commoner. Though there are some aspects where Ciel is still bearing some of his attitudes in the anime (arrogant, possessive, and poker faced) , he is somewhat a bit tamed here. Sebastian Michaelis , the demon guardian is not actually just a demon here though he has the powers of a demon. He is a mixed of everything, so he's a hybrid. DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN BLACK BUTLER OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS HERE, ONLY THE STORY LINE, PLOT,ETC.. I will have to make you aware though, this is YAOI , Smut, a male x male story. For those who don't like this genre, I just need your respect. :) Enjoy the story.

My sweet Raven(Editing) by VampireLux34

*Even though I don't own certain characters and certain scenes because it's a Black Butler story... Please don't copy it, I hate to go through the long process of taking your copy down." Ciel finds his lost sister.

Black and White; A Forbidden Love by Scarletanimeriver

This is a Sebastian x Reader story and this is taken place in all of Black Butler. Also I do not own most of the characters or some of the plot they go to there respective owners. So since that's out of the way enjoy. You are an immortal who has a set of interesting powers and a horrible past. Also you are a secret agent for the Queen who nicknamed you the Queen's Moonlight. You were escaping a really drunked man when a man in a butler outfit and a noble looking boy saves you when you really don't need it but you were injured in the shoulder and knee so you were grateful that they saved you. After that they saved you they introduced themsves as Sebastion Michaelis and Ciel Phantomhive and offered a job as a maid at the Phantomhive mansion. You accept that positioin and knew that your immortal life won't be the same again. As you start your journey in the Phantomhive estate you will have meet unexpected event and secrets will be revealed between you and the rest of the Phantomhive household, and what happens if you fall in love with a certain demon butler? If you want to find out then start reading!!!!!!!! Also if you like this book please follow me, vote on this book, or place a comment below that will help me alot. Thank you! Update/Warning (2022): This was written by my middle school self, so there are many things that my current self would like to change. However due to so many people reading this, it will remain the way it is now.

The Dark blossom (Black butler fanfic ~*(Sebastian x reader (Japanese Girl))) by Hakushoku0129

You're the protagonist , your name is Haruka Yukimura. You're born from a samurai family, you lived a happy life until your house was burnt by a fire and your family was murdered. Even worse you were sold and forced to work as a slave. You've been training in secret to become stronger and find the person who murdered your family and humiliated you and your family's name. Now you're all grown and have mastered the art of the sword, and you've found a clue to your family's murder, which happens to be...London. What will happen when two demons found you and decided to help you find the murderer? and offers you to stay at their mansion, which happens to be The Phantomhive mansion that is run by the young Demon Earl 'Ciel Phantomhive' and his Demon Butler 'Sebastian Michaelis'? Will you find your family's murderer and get your revenge? what secret did your family hid from you? And What will you do when the Demon Butler begins to fall for you? Read the story, and if you like it please rate it. And feel free to give me some suggestions.

Debt || Ciel Phantomhive x Reader || by Creative__Writing

(Y/N) is an indigent 13 year old girl in the year 1889. Some unfortunate events happen and then she ends up meeting Ciel Phantomhive under not so great circumstances. As to not spoil your hunger for the book, you'll have to read to find out more of this extremely over used plot line. (Nevermind it's not very overused!) (Reader is female, sorry I didn't make it gender-neutral, female pronouns will be used) (Although it seems like it, Ciel will not be yandere!) (Complete with sequel being written!) Disclaimer: I do not own or claim to own any Kuroshitsuji/ Black Butler characters, solely; the plot, my imagination, and some OC's who should appear later on

A Hell-Like Love • Sebastian Michaelis x Reader by krystallic

Would you be willing to go through Hell to get your happily ever after? --- "Sebastian, do not come any closer to me," I whispered. He ignored my plea and walked toward me slowly, like a predator stalking its prey. I leaned against the wall. "Why should I?" He said while leaning an arm against the wall above me. I turned my head away, not wanting to look Sebastian in the eye. "Because I am a monster. I manipulate and kill for survival." Sebastian put a finger on my chin and tilted my head up, forcing me to look into his crimson eyes. His lips were just centimeters away from mine. "Kitten, aren't we both?" "W-what?" It all came together in that moment. Sebastian's eyes began glowing fuchsia. --- Y/n Phantomhive is the sister of Ciel Phantomhive. After the great fire that burnt down their manor and killed their parents, she was starting to believe that he too fell victim to the flames. But all that changes when she hears rumors that Ciel is back and he was rebuilding the manor. She decides to see for herself. So when she does see that the rumors are true and Ciel is alive, she's ecstatic. But what she didn't count on was him coming back with a strange butler by the name of Sebastian Michaelis. --- #1 in Phantomhive #2 in Michaelis

The Phantom Phantomhive | Yaoi | Sebastian x Ciel by Fujoshi_Panda

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Smoke and Mirrors (Sebastian Michaelis X Fem!Reader) by AnimeHustler

(Y/n) (L/n). To most she seems like a quiet and delicate young lady. She has been known to be friends with Lady Elizabeth Ethel Cordelia Midford, fiancée and cousin to the Queen's Watchdog, also known as Ciel Phantomhive. Most would just see Miss (L/n) as a woman with friends in high places, but those people don't truly know her. (Y/n) is an assassin, her past likes to haunt her, and she's coming up on a mission. Kill Sebastian Michaelis, and capture Ciel Phantomhive. Will she be able to, or might her feelings get in the way? What will come of her future? TRIGGER WARNINGS INCLUDE: IMPLIED RAPE, IMPLIED TORTURE, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY ATTACKS, PTSD, PARENTAL LOSS, GRAPHIC VIOLENCE, ETC. IF ANY OF THOSE TRIGGERS MAY AFFECT YOU I IMPLORE YOU TO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! ~~~Disclaimer~~~~ I sadly do not own Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji. If you are wondering, this book is inspired by an OVA. I seriously love "Welcome to the Phantomhives" as an episode and since you don't talk in the episode, I figured why the hell not? Please Enjoy and have fun with "Bassy"

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Timeless Love (Ceil x Reader)

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