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Starve [Revisited]
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Last published Fri, Apr 17, 2015
"I gag some more and shove my finger down even further until I feel the hot, halfway digested meal spill out of me like a faucet turned all the way up. It hurts. Oh, GOD does it hurt, but I don't stop. I continue shoving my finger down my throat until I can puke no longer."
Welcome to the mind of Collin Summers, the eighteen year old boy who has been struggling with anorexia and bulimia for about three years. His only support system being his boyfriend, Nicholas, who has remained by his side for years, but as the origin of Collin's eating disorder becomes more & more clear from his subconscious & he spirals out of control he needs to make a choice to either save his relationship, or let his fear of weight gain eat him alive.
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