Save Me - A Dan and Phil Love Story
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Last published Mon, Apr 1, 2013
(Warning, self-harm and violence.)
Dan Howell and Phil Lester have been through a lot of bad things in their sixteen years of living, things that will scar them forever, mentally and physically. When they find each other they feel happy together, but things get worse. The thing that they want to know is.. was their relationship a blessing or a curse?
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