Suicide
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Ongoing6m
Last published Mon, Oct 27, 2014
For all those days and bad thoughts. I'm happy your still here. This is what is going to happen after your gone, IF you are suicidal... Read this lovely story. I'm also kinda making this my little thought book. I can't explain. Read it. It'll help. And if i doesn't. I'll always be here <3 kik// Juliefishh
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