Stained Red (A Phanfic)
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Phil used to have suicidal thoughts, and at one point tried self harm. This story is set a couple of years after these feelings. But when an event makes Phil feel the same way, he thinks he is not good enough to be Dans best friend. But will they become something more?
Warning: Self-harm, some language.
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