Smiles And Secrets
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MatureOngoing8m
Last published Sun, Sep 6, 2015
This is a story, about me. This is the way to express what I feel every day of my life. Somewhere where if I'm judged I'm unknown. It's my thoughts in a bottle, my feelings kept for so long.
My safe haven.
There will be situations which happen everyday of my life.
WARNING: Anxiety, Depression, Selfharm, Alarming Thoughts and if your sensitive this will possibly be a very sensitive text for you.
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