Smile [abandoned]

Sorryy but this is my really really late work so it's as bad as hell.
I'll be embarassed if you read it ><

...why dont I delete it?
Because I dont have any other copy. So I'd like to preserve it. Well, idk how to make this a draft either. So yeah :/

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Life is painful yet colorful, miserable yet estimable, cruel yet gentle, treacherous yet faithful, expectable yet unexpected, unintelligible yet comprehensible.

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I faced all those grotesque circumstances just for the sake of rescuing his smile.

But I didn't regret it at all.

I would do anything as long as I can see his smile.
Yeah, that gently smile of him.