Silly me.
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MatureOngoing24m
Last published Thu, Aug 18, 2016
I never thought i would wish this; but in fact, i'm craving for it, i dont want anything but this, i am truly dying for it, i want to forget his touch, forget his eyes, forget his words, forget his smile, i wanna forget HIM, and last year. i wish i never woke up that morning, it would have been easier if i died 13 years ago. For once i am in love with death
25, july, 2002, 11:36 p.m
At that exact moment every single thing about my life changed.
Forever.
28, july, 2015, 11:36 a.m
At that exact moment i wish i never got out of bed.
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WARNING: the story contains Sexual parts (but not too porn), it also contains curses.
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