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The mind that never sleeps

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Jordy has what some people would call 'Issues.' She isn't the most easiest person to get to know. She doesn't trust anyone except for her grandmother Lynn and she has these panic attacks that she doesn't understand and nightmares that keep her awake at night. Her mom is what you'll call a screw up and her dad left her mom when she was twelve years old and he is oblivious to everything around him. She has a brother but he left her with their screw up of a mom two years ago. Jordy doesn't like change, so when she finds out her mom is moving her and her grandmother from Louisville Kentucky to North Carolina she isn't too thrilled especially since that's where her dad and her brother lives.
This is  a story about a girl struggling to keep the voices in her head asleep while also struggling to wake up every day when the voices tell her to just end it all.

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For the curvy|BWWM by Black_baddie

"Why do you love me? I'm fat" I said as I looked down at my feet. "Princess there's a difference between fat and thick" he said as he grabbed a hand full of my ass. --------------------- Diamond Ryder is a 17 year old curvy girl. Her past is so messed up that she doesn't consider herself beautiful. She can't even look in the mirror anymore. She has no friends at school and her bestfriend is her mom. Sam Greene is the school's bad boy. Girls chase after him but, he doesn't really pay attention to them. Diamond ran into Sam's life, literally. When they come across each other what will happen? Will Diamond let her guard down and love again? ------------------ ⚠️Under major editing⚠️ ------ Jay112098 "I really enjoy your story for the curvy, it's a nice escape from reality. I live in a small racist town where I get bullied and when I read your book it gives me a peace of mind that not all white people are racist" Tayjay207 "My favorite book" Amii_xo13 "I love this book" XWeirdSnackx "Its like my life depends on it" Zoeneluise "Its weird because I can relate to this" MochaBousso "I just LOVE THIS STORY❤ definitely going to my reading list" Kuwonubeans "I love this booookkk❤" Karentina23 "Gosh I love this book❤" User75473053 "I'm in love with this book❤❤❤"

Healed? by hazinawrites

Jordyn has always had hard relationships with people. Her mom was never the best to her and consistently had jabs about her looks. Her dad never stood up for her and let her mom do whatever. After a horrid experience with her ex, Jordyn had to leave how to push men around. She met the new student, Elijah, that wouldn't leave her alone. Despite trying to push him away, he was there for her and that bonded them forever. TW: Rape Self Harm

Keep An Open Mind {Lynn Gunn} by Run-Dont-Walk

TW: this book may contain mentions of violence and of suicide. DISCLAIMER #1: I wrote this story when I was a teen and while some mental disorders are the focal point, they may not be accurate representations as I was far from being a psychologist. There are several things Lynn doesn't quite get about the world she lives in, which makes it harder for her to figure herself out. She is not your average teenager. She's young, intelligent, though something about her is off by now. Everyone is quick to misjudge and point fingers, everything and everyone is so corrupted that she's afraid she'll lose herself among a bunch of wandering, empty souls. Therapy can only help so much, depression is hard to die, and in Lynn's case it's caused solely by the fact she doesn't 'fit in'. She can't really find her place in the world. But there's something really special about her; Her dreams are haunted by a wonderful, mystical place. No one understands her, they think she's off her rocker, that she needs to cut her childish daydreams. But Lynn knows deep in her heart that place really exists, and she'll do anything to find it, with the help of some new found friends. There's only one thing she must do: Keep an open mind, it brings open hearts and open eyes. -- DISCLAIMER #2 This fanfiction is inspired to Mind Over Matter by Pvris and their lyrics in general. All you read here is fiction. every reference to real events or people is purely coincidental. I do not own the songs featured in the book. Credit to Pvris for the titles of the chapters. 2015 © Run-Dont-Walk

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The Mad House Is Where I Belong by felicityderos

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It Doesn't Even Matter by butterbreadfly

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Worth It by Rand0mpers0ns

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