Note from a Suicidal Girl
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**NON FICTION** I am suicidal. Yes, I'm finally admitting it to someone. I've never told anyone before. This is my confession letter. Go ahead and read it. It's slightly dark, but then again so is my life. Please talk to me if you've ever felt like I do. Never forget that someone loves you<3 and if they won't, I will. Don't judge and don't hate, and you've done something for me. But enough with this; just read the letter. I'm sorry if its at all triggering.
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