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MY LIFE AS TAMMARA

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dreams islam tammara

Everyone has dreams of their own the only difference between us is what we're willing to do to make our dreams come true.

 Tammara  is a girl whose dream is to make it through life with straight A's and being a good Muslim.Having straight A's was not hard but being a good Muslimah was the hard part. She isn't from a strict Islamic background so, if she wants to wear a hijab, it's her choice. If she wants to have a boyfriend , it's her choice.
Now at the age of 18, she starts her quest to become a better Muslim which doesn't go as easy as she plans. See how she manages to go through with her plan and block the obstacles in her way of becoming a better Muslimah.

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this is not meant to be a love story at any point, it is about self-identification and internal battleAll Rights Reserved

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HIJABI ✔️ by _hijabigirl_

"Be my girlfriend," He replied, his mouth inches from mine. I could feel his hot minty breath. "What!?" I was expecting it, but he still caught me off guard, "Alex, I can't!" "I thought you said you liked me," "Yes, and I meant it, but_" "Is it because of that guy again?" He says and I could feel the jealousy through his voice. "No, Alex, I can't be your girlfriend. I can't be anyone's girlfriend. Dating is forbidden in Islam." Ruqayyah is an 18-year-old Muslim girl in her last year of college. With her strict mother that suspects her daughter is hanging out with boys, she forces her into a forced marriage. What if Ruqayyah is already interested in someone else? How will she tell her mum that she's in love with a NON-Muslim? #Cover: @thatL0ser❤️ Written: 2018 Updated: 2021 COMPLETED✔️ ___________________________________ For all my readers who read this story back in 2018-2020, this is a new version of it. I have added, changed and removed a couple of scenes but the storyline remains the same. If you wish to re-read it, you will notice the changes I made. Welcome, everybody!

The Queen of Night by mehshanaya

I'll die instead of doing marriage but here I'm standing at door of his hell becoming the wife of the King of Mafia. He fisted my hair tightly and pushed me roughly and I fell down on ground. I look up and found men looking at me with lust I move my head back and look at him. " Remember one thing this is my territory and the one who has come here once, never goes back " the Devil said. I swear one day he'll himself let me go. ______ "You won't touch me" my voice come out confident like I wanted, he didn't answer me. " Why? Are you not man? " I mocked him with a slight chukle. Have you seen Saitan? I have and the moment I saw his eyes I know this is my end. Pure black colour. I just simply close my eyes and release my breath waiting for the consequences. It won't take much time and I feel a harsh grip on my hair like his is ripping them off he pushed me forward and I fell on something soft. " What did you said bitch? He growled in my ear, I just fisted the sheets. ____ " Move your eyes down" he growled at me. I bend according to his every wish, every demand neither raise my voice nor my eyes but now that's enough he took away the reason of my life now I'm not afraid of death. " Ab toh na yeh sar jhukega or na yeh ankhen" I said looking in his eyes I can see the strom rising in his deep charcoal eyes. { Now neither my head will bow down nor my eyes} " Bohot gurur hai tumhe bas kuch din, in kuch dino tumhare gurur le sath sath tumhe bhi tod denge" he said through clehched teeth stepping in closer to me establishing his dominance but I didn't move back. { You have so much ego just few days, in these few days I'll break you with your ego} " Dekhte hai " { Let's see} _____ I'm standing infront of his hell first time I was forced to come here but this time I come with my choice. " Swagat karo mera" I look at the huge iron door of his hell which is front of me. { Welcome me} " Tumhari maut aayi hai" I smriked. { Your death has come}

LET ME HATE YOU by AnjaaniSadek

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The Stranger 〽 by sarafaisal54540

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When Skies Are Exposed by farslimah

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"Be my girlfriend," He replied, his mouth inches from mine. I could feel his hot minty breath. "What!?" I was expecting it, but he still caught me off guard, "Alex, I can't!" "I thought you said you liked me," "Yes, and I meant it, but_" "Is it because of that guy again?" He says and I could feel the jealousy through his voice. "No, Alex, I can't be your girlfriend. I can't be anyone's girlfriend. Dating is forbidden in Islam." Ruqayyah is an 18-year-old Muslim girl in her last year of college. With her strict mother that suspects her daughter is hanging out with boys, she forces her into a forced marriage. What if Ruqayyah is already interested in someone else? How will she tell her mum that she's in love with a NON-Muslim? #Cover: @thatL0ser❤️ Written: 2018 Updated: 2021 COMPLETED✔️ ___________________________________ For all my readers who read this story back in 2018-2020, this is a new version of it. I have added, changed and removed a couple of scenes but the storyline remains the same. If you wish to re-read it, you will notice the changes I made. Welcome, everybody!