MY LIFE AS TAMMARA
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Last published Wed, May 31, 2017
Everyone has dreams of their own the only difference between us is what we're willing to do to make our dreams come true.
Tammara is a girl whose dream is to make it through life with straight A's and being a good Muslim.Having straight A's was not hard but being a good Muslimah was the hard part. She isn't from a strict Islamic background so, if she wants to wear a hijab, it's her choice. If she wants to have a boyfriend , it's her choice.
Now at the age of 18, she starts her quest to become a better Muslim which doesn't go as easy as she plans. See how she manages to go through with her plan and block the obstacles in her way of becoming a better Muslimah.
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this is not meant to be a love story at any point, it is about self-identification and internal battle
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