My First, My Last???

I am a Bitch. I have a good heart BEFORE.
They said that I was perfect before but I don’t want to remember any of it. I’m enjoying myself right now. Enjoying everything that I can’t do before. I’m enjoying car racing, flirting with boys, having fights with someone. I know I’m too bad but I don’t effin' care. I just want to live my life the way I wanted it to be.

I DON’T WANT TO REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT MY OLD SELF.

I DON’T WANT TO REMEMBER MY STUPIDITY JUST TO HAVE HIM BACK.

I WANT TO SHOW THEM THE OTHER SIDE OF ME.