This is 16000 word long novell is a Tale of a young buy growing up in a rather toxic environment and at the same time he exemplifies the psychological characteristic of youth called 'egocentricism'. And so the main character searches for the deeper meaning in the fact that he was: trampled by his schoolmates, neglected by his teachers, and abandoned by his parents and left to fend for himself. The interesting twist here is that it really turns out to be true, which creates a very surreal adventure, which manifests the magical thinking of a youth into reality. I wrote this novel primarily to describe my own unique experience of being a nerdy insane child with antisocial tendencies to the reader in a digestible format,The topic of pathological thoughts is rather interesting to me as I was diagnosed with paranoid psychosis at one point in time, and was also catatonic for the period of 6 months, additionally I’m currently studying psychology and am slowly working towards becoming a clinical psychologist in the future, I work as a practitioner of alternative medicine and am a devoted student of meditation and occultism. My writing experience includes being published in a few online ezines, and additionally I have completed a creative writing course at the Open University.