Psychocreep
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Complete, First published Mar 28, 2013
Mature
This is 16000 word long novell is a Tale of a young buy growing up in a rather toxic environment and at the same time he exemplifies the psychological characteristic of youth called 'egocentricism'. And so the main character searches for the deeper meaning in the fact that he was: trampled by his schoolmates, neglected by his teachers, and abandoned by his parents and left to fend for himself. The interesting twist here is that it really turns out to be true, which creates a very surreal adventure, which manifests the magical thinking of a youth into reality.


I wrote this novel primarily to describe my own unique experience of being a nerdy insane child with antisocial tendencies to the reader in a digestible format,The topic of pathological thoughts is rather interesting to me as I was diagnosed with paranoid psychosis at one point in time, and was also catatonic for the period of 6 months, additionally I’m currently studying psychology and am slowly working towards becoming a clinical psychologist in the future, I work as a practitioner of alternative medicine and am a devoted student of meditation and occultism. My writing experience includes being published in a few online ezines, and additionally I have completed a creative writing course at the Open University.
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Content warning: There are sections of writing in this book which contain references to suicidal ideation, self-harm, hallucinations and delusions both psychotic and neurotic. The writing within this book is the direct writing from my day-to-day diary that had been kept from 6 January, 2020 until May 24, 2020. Serendipitously, I was in the middle of a great struggle when I first began writing in it, and it eventually became too much to bear. There was inevitably a so-called awakening, which gave me the very simple knowing of who I am (and who you are) and which allowed me to deepen within myself through this knowing. It was a stillness that was such an obvious thing in my existence that it had always been subconsciously overlooked as unimportant. It isn't satisfying to the mind to just be, but it is infinitely satisfying to the being to just be. Nothing is missing and nothing needs to be found. This is the simplicity of the still, non-phenomenal being which is in fact yourself and myself, as one Self. This book is something which came out of that stillness, and held within it is an attempt to point towards whatever this is that I have discovered as myself. I do hope that you find it somewhat enjoyable and perhaps learn a thing or two about yourself. Thank you.