you and i collide

when i saw you, i smile
until i found myself loving you,

... in the past 3 years of being friends... i just woke up one day that I've fall for you...
didn't even knowing why.. i just know that my whole world have crushed yours.. :(
.. and in that 3 years, my feelings for you became unknown.. i really don't know that my feelings will grow even deeper as what i felt before..now.. i'm studying at a university where my mom enrolled me last year...
i'm a grade 9 student already and he is a grade 10 student in other school. :( how sad that we never had a chance to talk when it's school days..., but when it's weekend, he always went in our computer shop to play League of Legends, and he's pretty cool playing it. i also like that game, i found it interesting, he is sometimes busy taking care of their business. i miss him a lot.
how i miss his naughty joke and his funny laugh. he always jokes me whenever i'm sad or not in a mood. in short he's just teasing me. Sometimes i think he likes me too because he always ask me if we can be in a relationship even for a while.. and it makes thrill all the time.
i was supposed to tell him that i like him, when i saw him w/ his girlfriend and it's raining that's why i stopped in the side walk near our house and let the rain drops fall in my head, and he didn't even notice it, i felt jealous and i didn't talk to him in 3 days, but i really want to talk to him..
i'm trying to move on that day when he said that he needs my help. in his assignment and i did help him. but in the middle of doing his assignment, we sat in my brother's motorcycle and had a little talk.. and i found it unusual.. my legs are trembling when he first talk and said " how are you " then i said " i'm okay, but i'm a bit worried about my grades"but deep inside i'm nervous because we're abreast.i asked him about his crush but he didn't answered and he throw back the question....
and..
i said "you".i don't know why i tell that word... i think i'm in love.