This is my way to cope. I'm 21, brazilian, in college and have just had the most difficult summer of my life. This diary will start with me as heartbroken as I am fighting to move forward with my life. I'm also in college and right now and very lost in life. I hope that in using this as a way to cope I might help someone going through the same thing because the sad truth is that in the end, unless someone is in the same boat as you, they'll leave you behind and you will be alone. This will be a collection of my thoughts, rants, memories, and recording of what it's like to truly experience college as a first year while in my third.