Suicide
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I'm Heather Parks.
I'm the weakest soul there ever was. I gave up. I lost hope. I killed myself...
But every day since I killed myself, I've tried to Un-kill myself.
Every day since I killed myself, I've asked myself: Why?
Every day since I killed myself, I die once again because of what I've done.
Every day since I killed myself, I think of what I've lost.
Every day since I killed myself, I wish I hadn't done it...
And compared to the pain I'm feeling right now, the pains I felt during my life were nothing. Nothing at all...
PRAISE FOR 'SUICIDE':
"The agony is so surreal, it broadens your horizons to feel deeper. The pain is alluring."
- Mahwish.A.Aleem
"Reluctant to relinquish my love for such a story , i request all of the readers to cherish it and not treat it lightly"
- Maheen Irfan
"The intensity of the author's emotions has a certain depth which makes the reader reflect on the different aspects of their life."
- Maheen Amir
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