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Kumpleto, Unang na-publish Aug 28, 2015
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I'm Heather Parks.
I'm the weakest soul there ever was. I gave up. I lost hope. I killed myself...
But every day since I killed myself, I've tried to Un-kill myself. 
Every day since I killed myself, I've  asked myself: Why? 
Every day since I killed myself, I die once again because of what I've done.
Every day since I killed myself, I think of what I've lost. 
Every day since I killed myself, I wish I hadn't done it...

And compared to the pain I'm feeling right now, the pains I felt during my life were nothing. Nothing at all...

PRAISE FOR 'SUICIDE':
"The agony is so surreal, it broadens your horizons to feel deeper. The pain is alluring." 
- Mahwish.A.Aleem

 "Reluctant to relinquish my love for such a story , i request all of the readers to cherish it and not treat it lightly"
- Maheen Irfan 

"The intensity of the author's emotions has a certain depth which makes the reader reflect on the different aspects of their life."
- Maheen Amir
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Fix Me, I'm Broken

41 parte Kumpleto

Walking into an empty house is normal to me. I guess I got tired of saying 'I'm home' when nobody is home to reply. It wasn't always like this. I remember when our family was close. Now we don't see each other any more. We don't talk to each other. We don't eat with each other. We don't ACKNOWLEDGE each other. This all happened after my 'Mother' killed herself. My father blames me. This is my story about how I learned to not count on anyone else but myself. I'm broken. I'm used. No one can fix me. But when the New Boy in town tries to fix me, everything will change. Good change or Bad change, I don't know. Only time will tell. I want to enter this story in the #Wattys2015 please help me out and vote and comment on my story. I'll really appreciate it!!! #Wattys2015 COPYRIGHTED © 2014 BY Anallely ALL RIGHTS RESERVED ®

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