Novocaine
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- Parts 12
Ongoing1h 15m
Last published Wed, Jan 6, 2016
"What's ricocheting around in your head, Connie?"
I huffed out a laugh both at the nickname and the question. "I'm not even really sure at this point. All I know is that it's a mess."
"Aren't we all?"
"If I had a glass I'd cheers to that."
Connor tries to come to terms with his sexuality and battle his inner demons with the help of a screaming girl on a rooftop.
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