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Novocaine

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Parts 12
Time 1h 15m

angst connor connorfranta identity sexuality

"What's ricocheting around in your head, Connie?"

I huffed out a laugh both at the nickname and the question. "I'm not even really sure at this point. All I know is that it's a mess."

"Aren't we all?" 

"If I had a glass I'd cheers to that." 



Connor tries to come to terms with his sexuality and battle his inner demons with the help of a screaming girl on a rooftop.All Rights Reserved

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You Know Why by aanicky_1786

I could have sworn I hated him. I punched him in the face after all. But fear is a powerful fucking aphrodisiac I guess. ------------------------ Realizing it was hopeless, I stormed off, but before I could get very far he grabbed my hand. Frustrated, I turned around, but my face was accidentally way too close to his. My breath hitched in my throat. "Why can't you just leave me alone?!" I yelled in exasperation. Something seemed to pass across his face. He leaned in close and whispered- "You know why." ---------------------------- A teenage story filled with adventure, angst and love. A susceptible trepidation. mature warnings: slight violence and strong language (YA level novel)

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Beyond The Music by BLismylife_nojk

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| CORRUPT | by freddyinmybelly

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You Know Why

I could have sworn I hated him. I punched him in the face after all. But fear is a powerful fucking aphrodisiac I guess. ------------------------ Realizing it was hopeless, I stormed off, but before I could get very far he grabbed my hand. Frustrated, I turned around, but my face was accidentally way too close to his. My breath hitched in my throat. "Why can't you just leave me alone?!" I yelled in exasperation. Something seemed to pass across his face. He leaned in close and whispered- "You know why." ---------------------------- A teenage story filled with adventure, angst and love. A susceptible trepidation. mature warnings: slight violence and strong language (YA level novel)