" It was like their hand was clasped over my mouth, watching me suffer with pure bliss, and feeding off of my dispare. Even as I write this now, I feel slightly dizzy as I pick out the horrific memories in my head. The feelings I felt as this monster chose me to torture. I wish now that I grew a pair and just told someone before it got out of hand. I wondered countless times if it was just me. I was going insane. One night proved that wrong..."