Dear Mama

Dear Mama,

Sitting here listening to music, you're the first person that comes to mind,
When I sit here and think about you, it hurts every time
Sometimes I pinch myself and hope you come back
But you leaving me was something as serious as heart attack.

I wish all this was a nightmare
Because the pain is something I can't bear.
It's still hard to believe that when I wake up you aren't here
And while thinking about that, I sometimes drop a tear.

People keep telling me I should be getting over you
But the way your death affected me is something I can't undo.
When you left it felt like I was alone,
And the last time I heard from you was in the hospital.

It's just not the same without you here
You were the only person I held dear.
I never thought you would leave,
But that was only a thought so all I do is grieve.

I always tell myself that one day you will come back to me
But as much as I hope and dream, that's something that can't be
You would be here with me if it was my choice
Please hurry up and come back because I think I'm gonna blow

And when you come back, I promise I won't let go...