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Hi. Im Carter, im 15 and im what people call "Emo", i love music, well it's basically always been there for me i guess... Anyways, it all started on September 6th my dad.. He passed away, i miss him everyday but the last thing he told me was "dont ever think i just left you, im always watching you, be good, keep your sisters safe, I Love You Carter." So i guess i have to think that he is still here keeping me strong.  About 3 years ago my mom started dating a guy named Jake. He was really nice at first but then started to drink heavily and be disruptive and mean to my sisters, mom and I.  So this is my story - CarterAll Rights Reserved

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"Well just for that, I'll show you abuse." He says and before I could react, he punches me. Hard. I was pissed. Even though I haven't had ALL my training. I figured I should at least try SOMETHING. Before he could hit again, I pull my fist back and punch him straight in the jaw. I heard a snap so I think I broke it. He was taken off guard and I kick him in this side as hard as I could, remembering that I can kick really good apparently. I guess the guys were right because he fell over. I pulled my leg back ready to kick again when I saw a glimpse of something shiny reflect from his hand. I froze when I realized what it was. A gun. He had a fucking gun. ****** Brianne and her best friend Adam become VERY close until it all comes crashing down on her. Her neighbor Scott comes to her rescue until her childhood friend Jake moves into the other house next to hers. Everything seems to go in a down hill spiral from there. Brianne falls in love and is heart broke more than any teenage girl should. There will be love, hate and heartbreak, but who causes what? ****** ⚠️ warning ⚠️ Contains language, violence, and abuse ***** USED TO BE CALLED 'DON'T GO' ABD IS NOW 'FIGHTING FOR LOVE'

It Wasn't Love ✔️ by depressedbrit

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Why me Alpha by sweetsabz

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Breathless by writing-is-my-escape

"Why do you keep pushing me away?" He yelled. "Stop yelling at me!" I yelled back. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean t.." I cut him off and said, "I'm sorry too Jake but I'm in a really dark place right now and I need some time to myself. I don't want to be dependent on anyone. I don't need anyone!" "I understand Riley, but for how long are you going to keep this up? I can see right through your smile. You're hurt." He said. I felt tears roll down my cheeks. I was frustrated of crying all the time. "Don't cry Please. It hurts me to see you like this." He said. "Why? Why Jake? Why do I even matter to you? Are you blind? What do you even see in me?" I yelled at him. I was breaking down. I could feel my heart ache and my eyes were blurry. [Completed] __________________________________________

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