They say that promises make you believe and make you have hope in something that can be quite impossible. They also say that time is our biggest enemy and it should be treated like the valuable thing that it is. It shouldn't be wasted, especially on waiting on something that will never come. And that's when they ask me why am I wasting my time believing on a promise that's already broken. And I tell them that I'm devoted to that promise, because it's the only thing that keeps me going, even if it's destroying me. I tell them that I know that I'm throwing my life away, but that doesn't matter because I will wait till the very last minute for that promise to be fulfill. Because once that promise is fulfill, that will be the day when I start living again.