The Uncertainty Of Knowing
7 parts Ongoing Sometimes, seeing what's only standing before your eyes is better than knowing the entire meaning of it's existence.
I am the kind of person who doesn't entertain what's beyond superficial things.
I don't want to understand people anymore.
Because what comes after finally seeing through them? Another uninvited pain. Another situation where I'm left drained, alone, over something I shouldn't have minded in the first place.
Therefore, I solely believe that knowing is aching, understanding is suffering, and empathizing is draining.
...I was sure that is the case for me, until he barged into my life, uninvited, unwanted.