So...it has come down to writing a summary so like ppl. this is my ist story so comment n give advice but please dont hate too much. Pain, Sffering, Lonliness, that's how i feel. Why? it was made that way for me by those who were suppose to care but that's not going to happen anymore. I'm out and i plan on doing things my way, yeah I might pay hell if I'm caught but hell actually sounds nicer than returning back to where i was before.All Rights Reserved