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Suicidal-Harry Styles

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****COVER BY @JustLaurenn_*****

I stood on the ledge of the balcony, letting the wind whip my hair and face. I saw the people below stopping and getting their phones out. I heard people screaming at me to stop. I ignored their pleas.

Then I heard it. Her voice. "Let her die, she's a worthless peice of shit anyway." 

I sucked in a deep breath. 

"This is it." I whispered, and prepared to jump. "STOP!!!!!" I heard Harry's voice yell. I  ignored him as well, even though it hurt. 

"Take me out of my misery." I said. I spread my arms out, like I was going to fly, and leaned forward.All Rights Reserved

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