If I Die
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Last published Sun, Aug 30, 2015
What if there was a girl out there who needed help but she doesn't say it? She thinks no one will ever care about her and that no one will ever love her. Meet Victoria Washington the girl who thinks no one cares about her and that no one will ever love her. Now meet Matthew Tammings the boy who cares about her from a distance but doesn't tell or show her. What happens when they talk to eachother for the first time?
I am going to show all you lovely people out there that someone really loves and cares for you.
In this book I will try to give you guys hope if you have none.
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