I'm Dying. So What.
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I can't remember a time where i didn't know that I was going to die. And I'm fine with it. I don't believe in miracles, only reality. This is not a story of how someone miraculously cures my cancer or how I wind up falling in love with the guy next door who I thought never noticed me. I am going to die and it will happen soon. There is no way getting around it. So if you want to read a story about fairytales and happy endings this is not for you. But, if you are ready to experience actual life through my death then this is the book for you.
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