Conversations With Ana

Reads 10,110
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Parts 28
Time 3h 27m

Reads 10,110
Votes 467
Parts 28
Time 3h 27m

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ana anorexia anxiety depression friends gordon grouphome love roadtrip romance sad schizophrenia screwedup suicidal suicidaltendencies teenfiction

schizophrenia and anorexia meets depression and anxiety. both shoved into a home for troubled teens, but possibly the only helped they needed was each other. 

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ana anorexia anxiety depression friends gordon grouphome love roadtrip romance sad schizophrenia screwedup suicidal suicidaltendencies teenfiction

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