Bad Intentions

Intro-Summary
I don't know why exactly people put labels on other people.
I get called names at school and I'm teased for who I am all day. If only they knew then maybe it would be different. But they cant..... they cant ever know the other side of me that wishes to come out of its shell. The bad part. My actual part. The part of me that defends himself and stands up for his being.
Hunter never wants to socialize (he'd rather not)
He doesn't want any sort of relationship.
He doesn't want friends, because his experience has led him to believe that, they leave anyways.
He doesn't want to know how love feels, especially after seeing what its done to his father.
His father was now a drunk having lost the love of his life. Hunters mother had passed away and the family was in pieces. Mainly because of how his father handled it even after months passing of his mothers death. Their father was not able to move on as quickly.
He didn't want any part of a relationship where loosing someone would break who you are.
......then he met someone.*************
"Shit man no it wasn't supposed to be like this why are you doing this to me!" I yell as she held my face in her hands.
"Im not doing anything but trying to understand you Hunter!" She says as her hands cupped my face. I pressed my hands to hers as they lay on my cheeks

The weaker part of me wanted to cry. Until for some reason my other side had come out. No games not trying to scare her. It was as if I trusted her with who I was and I grabbed her hands from my face. I rushed her to be pressed up against my car and I held her warm slim waist as I closed the gap between us. Getting her as close as I could to me. I needed her being, I needed who she was, I needed her breath on my lips, I need to be hers. I thought these things as she had her eyes on me the whole time. Shocked I would do such a thing. Then I thought, 'but she doesn't even know you'. And with that I let go slowly her warmth fading away from my finger tips.