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Confessions of a cutter

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Reads 340
Votes 18
Parts 4
Time 16m

Inlovewithweasley

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Her hand trembled as she lowered the blade to her upper arm. Ellie inhaled deeply and closed her eyes as she slipped it across her skin. Then it happened, she felt that surge of adrenaline. All of the pain she felt at that moment was channeled into one place. Ellie took all of the emotional pain and turned it into physical pain. For one short moment time truly stood still and Ellie once again felt in control of herself.All Rights Reserved

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When our eyes met

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