stained (phan) || book #1
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  • Reads 416,309
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  • Parts 21
  • Time 1h 52m
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Complete, First published Aug 31, 2015
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*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)*

FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES

Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. 
Meet Dan Howell, a shy boy with flowers in his hair and nail polish on his fingers. Friendless and full of anxiety, he remains alone, until said serial killer with tattoos and piercings sits right next to him in the same support group. 
Phil finds himself falling for Dan when his mission is to kill him, and he wants to get close, even if that means spilling the unwanted truth- and a bit of blood.

(punk!phil meets pastel!dan)

[rated R for language and violence/gore]
All Rights Reserved
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Love in the Minor Key

14 parts Complete Mature

Dan was a renowned serial killer. He stalked the victim, kidnapped, tortured and killed them, perfectly disposing the bodies. When his partner in crime got... fired... he went on the search of a new partner, he finds a young English major named Phil. He watches his every move until he gets caught, having to capture the poor boy. As time goes, Dan begins to compose music and write poetry that draws the young boy to him. In this first book, it'll show love, hatred, passion, pain, and everything inbetween as they become the most known, untouchable crime duo.

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