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'Oh God Phil, I know you've messed up in the past, but this time you've really done it.'

Dan and Phil go to a restaurant one November evening to visit Dan's parents. It all seems like a pleasant evening, until Phil accidentally exposes his relationship with Dan, who knows his parents are severely homophobic.

Mistakes are made, and Phil ends up in hospital.

Dan, alone, waits for weeks for Phil to wake up from his coma state, until one day, he decides he can't wait any longer, so he tries to end his life to be with Phil, whom he thinks is dead.

Phil wakes up, only to find Dan is not by his side, but on his way to a bridge over the Thames as he prepares to jump into the murky waters and take his own life.

( WARNINGS: swearing, a few TWs, anger and violence )All Rights Reserved

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