Emotions
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So I was freaking out and I needed to talk. So I wrote. And I'm thinking I'll do this to help me cope with emotions and stuff.
I guess I should mention I have school based anxiety and it's bad.
I'm starting high school. New grade. New school. New people. New teachers. New start
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