Brain Flow
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Ongoing7m
Last published Sat, Jul 7, 2018
The brain can be a very scattered thing. Thoughts racing.
No train of thought.
Our words are often lost in the vastness of this world. Half of our thoughts vanish in an instance. Which is why it is crucial to write thoughts down as they happen. I use this book as a vent, for life and it's emotions are to much to handle with out venting, and when you have no one to turn to, you do exactly that. You spill your thoughts to an unknown , the vast space known as indescribable . This is my brain flow.
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